Encounter with the Creator
After a long day at work I struggled to get the children settled for the evening. My legs were dead tired as I walked into the bathroom and stared at my reflection in the mirror. Raising two children, working, cooking, and going through a divorce drained every ounce of life out of me. I did not recognize the person I had become. I saw a shadow of my former self staring back at me in the mirror. I wondered how I had let myself get to this point.
I saw a tired face filled with anxiety and sorrow staring back at me with a puzzled and quizzical “I don’t know look” on its face. As I looked at myself, I became overwhelmed with emotion. Tears started to run down my cheeks. I had for so long pushed away those overwhelming emotional aches that swelled from deep inside me that I was almost afraid to cry out. I wanted, no, I needed a change of spirit.
As the emotions pushed their way to the surface, I called out to the Creator. “Father this is not the life I was promised,” I pleaded. “This is not the person I am.”
Tears started to flow like torrents of rain. My body started shivering all over and suddenly I heard a voice in my head saying,’
“HE is coming”.
Instantly, the tears stopped falling and I looked around the bathroom to see where the voice was coming from. I somehow remembered it came from inside my head like telepathy. My body shivered and the hairs on the back of my neck prickled as I asked silently;
“Who is coming?”
A voice within said;
“Humble yourself for HE is near”.
To my understanding, I had to fall to my knees to humble myself. I walked into my bedroom where my children were sleep on my bed as usual and I just fell to my knees. While on my knees, I felt anxious because I did not know if I was beginning to lose my mind. The voice returned and stated;
“HE is here”.
Suddenly, a gold mist rose up from the carpet. It rose above my knees. My breathing became shallow and quick. I was afraid but I did not let myself give in to the fear. I calmed my breathing and allowed myself to face my Creator. I looked at my children and they were still asleep. If for one moment I thought the experience was in any way harmful to them, I would have stopped it. They meant everything to me. The love that I felt could never allow harm to come to them. I pressed on.
Tears started flowing again but this time not from sadness. The energy in the gold mist was loving and joyful but gently powerful. The mist continued to rise above my head and upwards toward the ceiling. I could hear a different voice in my head. I could make out a distinctly loving voice talking softly;
“I hear your cry, my child”.
“God, God, is this you?” I replied with astonishment.
My heart wanted to beat out of my chest, but all I could do was cry.
“I am that I AM”.
My bottom lip shivered as I tried to speak. At that point, I was terrified. Fear cannot begin to describe what I was feeling. I was talking with the actual Creator. I calmed myself again.
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